May 27, 2009
Where there is no love, pour love in, and you will draw love out.”
- St. John of the Cross

cheerios.

well, i have decided to go on a diet, or something like it. this was my dinner last night:

one small scoop of rice.

small piece of bbq pork

milk

banana

fin.

and the weather is soo nice, i just want to open up my Half Baked ice cream by Ben & Jerry’s and take a huge spoonful. Ahhh. But yay for swimsuit season…not.

May 26, 2009
Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail.”
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

life1

well this memorial day weekend was pretty great!

We had, to me, a suprise visit from my neighbor whose daughters i dont really get along with. To be honest I cant really remember why there was a whole rift between me and them. But i learned that they werent soo bad, i mean if i had fun with them before why couldnt i know?

Its not like we had a deep, person-to-person convo. but everyone was in a chill mood and people were laughing and having a genuinely great time. yays.

Election speeches are comin up real soon, and yes i am still rootin for my old class mate! I just hope he makes a good speech, and my crush will also be giving his speech, AHHH (:

Ugh i want him sooo bad. Ive been liking him since June. And its MAY. And NOTHING has happened. Ugh im soo confused. Im just soo shy when im around him and at a loss for words. BLAHH!

school will be over shortly and im soo excited! i am dedicating everyday to tanning outside (horrible right?). The thing is, I know I can get skin cancer and ill get wrinkly when im older, but isnt the whole wrinkly part inevitable? Whatevs. Going to think of a plan to get my crush to be MY man and get started early on my homework for once. If you call this early, and to me it is.

Latesssssss.

May 23, 2009

braces.

will they ever come off?!

i have been a braceface for 2 years now, and i can honestly say my teeth look pretty darn good.

sometimes i wonder if my orthodontists are secretly jippin me.

“Well, this kid right herrre doesnt know any better so we’ll keep takin their money! MUAHAHHA!”

I mean my teeth before the braces wasnt too bad; basically two of my upper teeth stuck out a bit and i had a crossbite, but other than that no major gaps or anything.

And i freaking hate it when they tell you, “Your teeth are lookin great! They should be coming off soon!”. And then you get your hopes up waiting for the next month, and then they just tighten them up again without a word on when they’ll get to come off.

ughhhh, its all worth it in the end. when i get to make a huge smile with perfectly straight teeth, all the pain and suffering will be worth it. yesssssssss.

Better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all.”
-Alfred Lord Tennyson

puppy.

i see you 5 days a week,

and though we have 6 hours a day to meet,

there is only a small chance to see thee.

im done with wishing and hoping,

its time for hugging and loving,

to take place between us.

baby those other girls promise you the world,

i promise you the whole universe.

lets just stop wastin’ time,

so i can cease with these ryhmes.

May 21, 2009
Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forward.”
- Soren Kierkegaard

Blahhh

Elections are comin’ up for my class for the upcoming 09-10 year.

Im really rooting for one of my old classmates. We’ve barely talked this year, but he deserves to win.

Recently, I have decided to completely ban myself from using the word UGLY. Its not a very nice word.

My teacher talked about it one day and was saying if someone said, “Hey Ugly!” to you several times a day then it would really get to you. Plus no one would like to be described that way and since I wouldnt want to be described that way, why think something like that about another person?

I think the only exception is describing weather…

Is this belief dumb? I don’t know but Im stickin to it.